Urghhhhhh ! Today was the worst day ever ! As I told you yesterday that I have some presentation to be present today , the visitors was from Johor . First , I told my friends that I'm not ready yet but , what else I can do except just do the presentation . When I was singing the song with a few friends , my confident was in the high level . I knew I can do it but suddenly , I forgot a few lyrics ! And , I just ignored it as my teacher/coach told me that if I can't memorize the lyrics or suddenly forget the lyrics , just keep going . Don't shy . Cause if you just ignored the things and keep going .. Our confident suddenly appear again after that incident happen . So , maybe my teacher/coach was right . I got my confident back . I just kept on going the show .. And , act like nothing just happened . Fuhh , I'm a teenage now so my life would full of spontaneous . When I spoke , I just do it with spontaneous . And everything actually . Even though I labeled today as the worst day ever , it doesn't mean that something miracle doesn't happened . Maybe not for this short period . Maybe , we should wait for the miracle to comes sometimes . Haha , you know .. I have a bad feeling for my bestfriend , Crystal . Today , she thought that I had taken her place to receive the arrival of the visitors . I knew she is our leadership but , it was not my instincts , it was Uztazah . And , the whole school had knew that the receivers must be wearing some traditional clothes . But you didn't dear . You were just wearing your uniform . And , you .. I don't know you anymore . Since Mr. Jarit told us that you'll be our leadership , your characteristics had changed . And , since your replaced my sits on the cleverest person on the school , you are just different . I don't care about the clever's chart . It's just , I want the old Crystal . That always kind to me . You were there when I needed you . But all of the things doesn't happened now . It is just awful .

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